It's been half a month since I last blogged I know. I'm really sorry guys! Have been real busy studying for my tests and whatsoever. Ohwells.

E Math- ok.
A Math- alot of careless mistakes. but still ok.
Chemistry- ok.
Physics- worse than expected.
Biology- DEPRESSING.
SS- terrible.
Physics SPA- a gone case.

Sports Day trial was rather fun. Happy to say we came in first along with 4E2! Awesome!:) Plus International Friendship Day (both the games and the carnival) was coolsometastic (new word). Also, I've stepped down from my CCA this week. I'm feeling a surge of mixed emotions right now over everything I would say. I just don't know why but I'm suddenly fustrated + wrecked + nervous for my MT O levels. It's in 45 days time and I'm not even half prepared. And...I really wanna go to college. I can't afford to fail MT for that. Plus things in school haven't been going very smooth.... In short- school's been a bummer this week. No, this month for that fact.

Whatever it is, I've gotta start: bucking up, prioritizing and acting according to plan. So far, not bad. But..... I can't seem to decipher between my wants and my needs. It's been a perpetual problem. It seriously baffles me as I can't help it but to think I'm rather incapable of prioritising my OWN life and I'm already sixteen this year. UGH grow up Nic. GROW UP.

P.S: Mr Neo asked me this today- What are your commitments? Truth is, I don't really know either.

Dear Lord, I am weak but You are strong.
Be my refuge, my strength and my Savior.
In your Almighty name I pray.
Amen.